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"It's all a fairytale ."

"Falling for you was beyond my control, baby.. But there is no logic in love. Falling in love is an irrational thing. Even just by falling in love with someone, you’ll hurt people, and you’ll get hurt yourself. To be truly in love with someone, you have to be ready to put your life at risk."
Xue . Just a normal girl who just wanna get a good result & have a bright future. Falling down again and again makes her stronger in the inside & outside ; Jesus is the only one she love the most & the only one she believe in . He always help her to solve all her troubles & take away the pain in her. ; Not forgetting her dearest friend & family member , who always be there no matter what happens . Cheering her up when she is really down & making her super duba hyper when she is happyy. Life is always full of mysteries that could never be unlocked totally but yet , could be discovered one by one . Take your time to discover that mysteries of yours , don't rush & I detest people who try to act as if they are very close to me when they are not & people who don't know how to shoo off when i'm already very obvious with my action that i don't wanna be with them . That's all you need to know about me , if you still wanna know more about me , simply click the link below . ↓

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Chapter 3 : Family ?

Sunday, August 22, 2010

What family ? Idk .

When I was born , for the first 3yrs , your were still with with me ,

When I was 4yrs old-9yrs old , i was staying with grandma & could only go home on weekends to spend my time with your , for just 2&1/2days ONLY . Because my schl was too far & your have to work . So no choice ? But why can't you put me in a schl nearby our house ? Because no one could take care of me when your go work & your was worried that maid will abuse me but she still abuse me in the end . So stay with my grandma & grew up thr too . I WAS CLOSER WITH MY GRANDMA THEN MY PARENTS. Because they need to work & have no time for me.

When I was 10yrs old , we move to Jurong so that I could go schl more convenient as my schl was located at Jurong , but always after schl i will go back to grandma house as it was nearer to grandma house and I only go back when night fall which is better atleast i could come home and see your EVERYDAY.

When i was 11yrs old-12yrs old , your started quarreling . Because of money .

When I was 13yrs old-14yrs old , things was normal. But i found out that i couldn't communicate with your properly anymore.

When i was 15yrs old . During June , Mummy went to g_ _ _ _ _ , I brought my friend home to stay & they was not happy , daddy left us . During July , mummy change. She would always talk to me and bring me out when she is free . But NOW , i realise , our communication is still as bad as before . It hasn't being a permanent change . It's just a t temporarily chng.

I just want a perfect family ):